After almost 1.5 years later since we bought this straw Tigger cup, Isabel could finally use it properly. Yay. 🙂

*pardon the messy hair, she just woke up from her nap*

#32mos

My growing journey 

After Isabel was born and the two mothers came together to help, I felt “too helped” and I tried to fight for my own independence. I wanted to “grow up” and “manage” my own household and family. I guess in my quest to learn the hard way, I have pushed my family members away. It is not a bad thing because B and I grew closer to each other in wanting to make this family thing work. I believe this is what maturity is all about. We take responsibility for our lives and our family’s. Although I sometimes wish I have the luxury of family support when I need them the most, I realized I have been stretched to do this and I can do this. Oh God, continue to anoint my head, my heart and my hands to be a Godly mommy to my children. 

  

  

I must say that Isabel really warms my heart. She decided to let her 3 soft toys sleep on her pillow.

Me: There is no space for you on the pillow. Then how?

Isabel: *didn’t say a word and didn’t remove the soft toys*

I gave her another pillow to lay her head. 

This generosity is also displayed to the people around her. With her favorite food in her hand, we would ask her to share her food. She would go one round to make sure everyone has something. Even if it was the last piece, she would give it away. I am proud of my girl. 🙂 

Heart matters



If you live long enough, you’ll make mistakes. But if you learn from them, you’ll be a better person. It’s how you handle adversity, not how it affects you. The main thing is never quit, never quit, never quit.

William J. Clinton

You may never ever find out what you did for me and for us. I didn’t regret saying onz. #godtookcareofmyheart