Izzie at 13 months

I had lots of fun with Izzie this morning. She didn’t want to take her usual morning nap after bath. So she followed me (crawled) around the house while I did the housework. She would be delighted to find me in the kitchen or in my bedroom. It’s like a hide-and-seek game she invented for herself. How sweet. And this won’t last forever.

Izzie finished the organic food I bought for her last night. She refused to eat dinner last night and created a drama at the dinner table. She didn’t take anything after that until 10 plus. Her last milk feed was at 3pm. She has attitude, isn’t it? She rather not eat than to eat something she doesn’t like. Haha. But I figured her mood was better today coz she finished the whole jar without a fuss. What a champ me thinks. Heh.

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Dental service at PolyClinic

I’m a little late in blogging this. I had wanted to try out the dental service at PolyClinic after a pleasant visit to doc at PolyClinic. Wendy gave me the number to call to make an appointment and I called them in the middle of August to get this mid-Sept slot. Not too bad, I felt.
{My regular dentist also has packed schedules. I was reluctant to go back to him because his assistant did something stupid. First she called me and reminded me of an appointment which I didn’t make. Then she insisted that I made the appointment when I said I didn’t. Then she said never mind. I got my next call from my mom who doesn’t even stay with me. She said that the assistant called her to complain about my weird behaviour of making an appointment and refusing to go to the dentist!}

So I happily went to the Tampines PolyClinic on Monday morning for my dental appointment. First, the staff made me fill up a form and within 5 mins, I was called to go to the treatment room. The dentist was a pretty young lady, probably younger than me. She did a name and NRIC check and then proceeded to do a check on my teeth. She told me that one of my white filling had turned black. She handed me a mirror to see it for myself. She asked me if I wanted to redo it. I said yes. She was done in like 5 mins! She asked me to gurgle and check if the teeth has any rough edges. It was smooth as new and looked awesome! Then she asked me if I wanted to clean my teeth, I said yes. We were done in like 10 mins! Then I made payment. All in 45 mins since I arrived at the PolyClinic. Never happened before for all my visits to my regular dentist. He is always late!! I paid less than $50. I think for the same treatment at my regular dentist, he would charge at least $300!

I walked home feeling grateful. Grateful that the government really take care of its citizens’ health. Really, we shouldn’t complain so much. Rather, stay thankful.

Chosen

Today, in the most natural circumstance, God spoke to me. I was brushing my teeth and I asked God, “Why did You choose me to go through this tribulation? Why not somebody stronger? Why not someone with more charisma and influence?”

And He answered:

1 Corinthians 1:27
New King James Version (NKJV)
27 But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty;

1 Corinthians 1:27
The Message (MSG)
26-31 Take a good look, friends, at who you were when you got called into this life. I don’t see many of “the brightest and the best” among you, not many influential, not many from high-society families. Isn’t it obvious that God deliberately chose men and women that the culture overlooks and exploits and abuses, chose these “nobodies” to expose the hollow pretensions of the “somebodies”? That makes it quite clear that none of you can get by with blowing your own horn before God. Everything that we have—right thinking and right living, a clean slate and a fresh start—comes from God by way of Jesus Christ. That’s why we have the saying, “If you’re going to blow a horn, blow a trumpet for God.”

What a powerful answer…that left me vulnerable to Him once again.

Peek-a-boo

13 months – Izzie started playing peek-a-boo with me. She initiated it and would giggle loudly when I tickled her legs/feet whenever she let down the covers. I know this wouldn’t last forever and I just wanna treasure these precious moments while they last. 🙂

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Whenever I put Izzie down to play near me, she would play by herself for a while and then crawl towards me and give me a hug (her way). The moment is sweet and special. This started just before she turned officially one. Three weeks ago, when she crawled towards me, I gave her kisses. Ever since, she has been crawling towards me wanting to be cuddled and kissed. *heart melts*

Izzie did this again yesterday and it brightened my gloomy day. 🙂

 

 

 

Day 5: Homecoming

I got a call from the nurse at CSDU at 9am this morning. She said doctors have cleared for Izzie for go home! Hallelujah!!!

When we saw Izzie, she was in the arms of a nurse. Obviously she has been crying for someone to carry her. Awww. The nurse told us that they have removed her dressing, cleaned her and fed her. We could change her out of her hospital clothes to home clothes. Whoopee! We waited for the pharmacist to come with the medication (which is just paracetamol). Then the nurse gave us the discharge summary, health booklet, follow up appointment letters and feedback form. And off we go!!! Izzie’s ah ma & ah gong (my in laws) greeted her at the lounge and together, we made our way home. Praise the Lord for a successful surgery and speedy recovery. Izzie is a champ and I am so proud of her.

My parents came over to see her as well. What a warm welcome home for Izzie. 😛

Izzie is a reminder of the goodness of God!

Day 4

Day 2 post op

When we arrived at KKH CSDU this morning, the nurse told us that they offed the morphine. Izzie was being fed more milk today. The nurse made 95ml of milk for Izzie this morning instead of the pathetic 20ml yesterday. Izzie finished 50ml of milk.

I fed Izzie cereal for lunch. She only took 3 spoonfuls. Urine catheter, central venous line and feeding tube were taken off by 130pm, leaving just a standard IV plug in her left wrist. Docs are happy with her progress and they are planning to discharge Izzie by tomorrow. Praise the Lord! I got to carry Izzie in my arms again!!! What a joy! We couldn’t cuddle her since Wednesday because there were too many lines on her.

Izzie finished 95ml of milk at 430pm, at 8pm and at 1030pm. Hooray, champ!

Izzie first turned to her side towards the later part of the afternoon, then she tried tummy time, progressed to sit up and finally decided to stand up. It was as if she was testing her limits. Such a wise baby I think. 🙂

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Aunty Shirley and Aunty Lee Lee came by during lunch and prayed for Izzie. Joanna and Jeremiah came during dinner. I am just super thankful for the church family. We are indeed surrounded by prayers and love!

I have been meditating on God’s address: He lives in my heart. Looking forward to Izzie coming home tomorrow. Yeah!

 

Day 3

We had a good night’s rest. When we arrived at the Children’s Intensive Care Unit (CICU), Izzie was asleep and the nurse wasn’t around. But we saw a portable TV by her bedside. So I chose to believe that she was more awake and alert and they had to keep her entertained. Hehehe.

Victories today:
1. She went off oxygen which was put on her after they took out her breathing tube yesterday. She is breathing totally on her own and is able to maintain good oxygen saturation.
2. They took out the two tubes from her chest (for drainage of fluids).
3. She was fed 20ml glucose and tolerated well. Not enough in fact. Finished in seconds and cried for more. But they couldn’t up the volume because they didn’t want to stress the heart.
4.Another IV line, the arterial line (for measuring real time BP and blood drawing) has been removed + rectum thermometer was removed.
5. Izzie was moved out of CICU into Children’s Step Down Unit (CSDU) at 5pm today!
6. Izzie was given 20ml of milk at 8pm! First milk since 27 Aug, 1030pm!

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What remains are the central venous line on her neck and the urine catheter. They are still measuring her output volume because it is borderline. One of the side effect of morphine. They are gradually her weaning off this painkiller.

God is good and Izzie is a fighter!!

Pastor Yong came by at noon to pray for Izzie. Wendy, Ting Ting, Audrey and Schumann bought lunch for us and an Elmo balloon for Izzie. My mom brought us dinner. I am grateful for them.

The hospital business office called us in the afternoon and asked if we wanted to downgrade Izzie from B2 to C class. Regardless of class (except A class which is not subsidised) the level of care at CICU, High Dependency (HD) ward and CSDU is the same. This means we get the same treatment despite paying less. Praise God! Psalm 23 became a living word to me: Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.

While waiting this afternoon, I wandered off again to my spot in the garden but it rained and was wet so I went off to another place. There I re-watched last weekend’s service. My faith was built up. When I came back to CICU, the nurse informed me that they were preparing to move Izzie out of CICU to CSDU.

Keep speaking and thinking positive!

Since Izzie was born, she has been to all children’s hospital units: Neonatal Intensive Care Unit (NICU), Special Care Nursery (SCN), normal children’s ward, HD ward, CICU and now CSDU. Indeed she is going places!!! She will proclaim God’s goodness and mercy.

Day 2


I left Izzie at the OT from 8.30am. Waited till almost 3pm before I got a call from KKH CICU that they have settled Izzie and we could go in and see her. In between, PAZ came to pray with us. It was a great comfort. We also went online shopping for baby clothes and stuff…just a little distraction from the intensity felt during the surgery. We were already prepared to see many tubes on her the night before when we had the orientation with the ICU staff nurse. I was ready. When we saw Izzie, she looked good!!! Better than expected. The doctors were happy and said that she was stable for the surgery and would be expecting her to be stable in recovery. Praise God. I am thankful for the church family who supported us and prayed with us throughout the entire time. Jeffrey came after dinner. Pastor Eileen, Connie and Joanna Sin came shortly after. Blessed by their presence.

We couldn’t stay over by Izzie’s bedside at the ICU because there were too many machine around so we decided to come home to rest. Tomorrow is a new great day! Just before we left, the doc removed her breathing tube. Praise the Lord! One tube down. Counting victories one at a time. Izzie wears the victor’s crown!

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I had some me time with God just before PAZ came. I wandered off on my own and ended up in a garden. While absorbing God’s presence, He told me that if He could take care of birds and plants, what more Izzie? I could trust in Him to take care of Izzie and of us, even our untold needs.