Today, in the most natural circumstance, God spoke to me. I was brushing my teeth and I asked God, “Why did You choose me to go through this tribulation? Why not somebody stronger? Why not someone with more charisma and influence?”

And He answered:

1 Corinthians 1:27
New King James Version (NKJV)
27 But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty;

1 Corinthians 1:27
The Message (MSG)
26-31 Take a good look, friends, at who you were when you got called into this life. I don’t see many of “the brightest and the best” among you, not many influential, not many from high-society families. Isn’t it obvious that God deliberately chose men and women that the culture overlooks and exploits and abuses, chose these “nobodies” to expose the hollow pretensions of the “somebodies”? That makes it quite clear that none of you can get by with blowing your own horn before God. Everything that we have—right thinking and right living, a clean slate and a fresh start—comes from God by way of Jesus Christ. That’s why we have the saying, “If you’re going to blow a horn, blow a trumpet for God.”

What a powerful answer…that left me vulnerable to Him once again.