Isabel in my blouse which became her “dress”. Haha!
Monthly Archives: June 2015
Just two days ago on a bus journey to work, God reminded me on an incident which happened seven years ago. I was at my lowest questioning who I was. A friend came to my place and talked to me at a nearby playground. Despite my failures, she did not condemn me. Now she is still encouraging me not to give up and that it is okay to be human. I am overwhelmed by God’s love for me: That He sent another great gift to me (not just dying on the cross for me) in my friend. God is indeed good. I’m blessed.
#Kitchen931
Last week was a very stressful week. Peak. Campsssss and HK holiday programs and Chinese conference stuff. This week, I was bombarded by IA and Chinese conference. I falter. I questioned if I was wasting my time.
Someone pointed out my thought pattern. Ultimately, it is my own decision: to change the “misery” I felt.
Today, I shuffled between two bus stops and missed my bus. I got panicky coz I needed to reach Tampines childcare by 7pm for pick up.
Just another journey in panicky mood but I had a strong word: That I need to give up from wanting to give up whenever I am provoked. My capacity is bigger than that. That I need to be always grateful for all I’m given. That I need to be humble: it is a joy to serve God the most high. That I need to stop asking for what I deserve because what I deserve is very much worse than what I have now. God is not done with me.
End of story
I brought Izzie for vege shopping today. She chose the Japanese cucumber and then put it back when I showed her a tomato. She must have thought I only allow her to choose one, that’s why the reaction. Oops. I asked if she wanted capsicum coz it looks fresh. She said yes. So I paid and we left the shop with a bag of tomato, Japanese cucumber and red capsicum. Izzie carried it all the way home. Then I cooked lunch while she watched Hi-5. I can see that she enjoyed her lunch because she was self-feeding and kept asking for more capsicum. Of course, she finished her lunch with ease and her usual soup and she finished a whole red kiwi all by herself. Woot! 🙂
Much as I wished I have some alone time, I truly enjoy Saturdays with Izzie coz I have her all to myself. Muahahaha!!